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| i'm praying for you brianna.
i'm praying for you rhea.
i just wanted to let you guys know. i love you! |
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| it feels like i've finally waken up from my dream - ergh, nightmare, to be more exact.
finally some fresh air in my life! thank you grandma for your shoulder to cry on [literally]. not too many worries anymore, just finals. damn finals. especially ap physics. so anyways, life is...ALMOST back in full swing. haha i've got a lot of catching up to do in guard. missing almost 10 hours of practice is like an ETERNITY in the guard world. *crosses fingers* yesterday's practice was pretty chill except for the run-through which was HORRIBLE for me. i dropped my fucking flag for once! - along with my sabre countless times. i chilled at my house for the rest of the day, played some gamecube with the broham. today just went to mass, watched a little football [not too happy about EITHER of the results], then went shopping FINALLY with my uncle, mom, cousin, and bro. picked up a pair of saucony's, 2 shirts, a grip of accessories, not too much. then once i got home, my mom and i went to santee with idelle and her parents for a prayer service...
rest in peace marie vargas. you were and are loved by so many people. your compassion for others truly is unmatched. you will be greatly missed. you many no longer be with us here, but it's comforting to know that god has gained another angel. my prayers and condolences go out to the vargas family. |
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| ::a previous private entry of mine::
if you were to ask me if i was ok and i said yeah, i'd be lying.
i don't even know where to start. this has been one hell of a week for me. there's not really a specific reason, i think that i've just to the realization where i am in life and to be honest, i don't know what to think about it. i feel like i've been letting myself down lately in lots of things. so many things have been pulling me down , yet i don't feel obliged to share them with everyone; sorry, i just feel like there's some things that one should just keep to themselves. to be honest, i've just been feeling so lonely and empty inside. i think i've lost touch with so many people, even those who i thought i could ALWAYS depend on. i mean, sure i talk to lots of people at school and wherever, but i don't feel that i can totally open myself up to anyone anymore. having these problems burdening me is bad enough for me, but not to be able to express myself about them to anyone?...it's hard. i'm sick of crying. i don't want to feel like this anymore. thank you raf for being by my side. i honestly don't know what i would do without you.
pardon me while i burst |
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| i feel so...lost...
i think i've almost reached my breaking point...if only things would just get better from here on out. i really don't know what to do right now, all i need is time but yet it's the only thing i can't obtain. i need a break!
help me... |
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